I lied

[madison_ziesmer]

I lied about smoking weed and none of the story I posted a week ago was true. I do believe that I am addicted to nicotine but I'm not addicted to weed. I have smoked weed in the past but it was last summer. I'm so sorry for posting false stories just because I wanted the attention and I wanted you to feel bad for me.  I wanted you to feel bad for me because I want to be broken and I want there to be stuff wrong with me, and I want to be like my birthparents (my birth mom is a drug addict and my birth dad is an alcoholic). 

Again, I'm really sorry. You guys don't deserve the way I treated you. I manipulated you.