I am here reading, commenting and lurking! Trying to pull myself back! It is starting to work, I think! Thank you all so much for you kind words and thinking about me! On someones comment they suggested "ATTITUDE STUPID". I have that posted all aroud my house. I have all the tools to pull myself out of this, but it's just slow going! "One day at a time"! I have so many other issues,I am just having a hard time pulling it all together right now! It's getting better. I have an appt with the psych. on Dec.2nd at 2:30. Kinda far out, I think! Oh well!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! I am not and will not smoke!