Today is Day 6 for me and for some reason I'm really wanting to have a cigerette...I havent done it but its really bothering me today....I keep remembering how much I enjoyed having a smoke after a long day at work ..just to sit and relax...I was having anxiety today over thinking that I will never have another one ever....Isnt that a strange combination ??? Its all so confusing at times all these different feelings that make no common sense.
I come here when I feel like I'm about to fall down and being in this community helps me stay on my road. Even when I'm at work and feel this way I tell myself when i go home I can just come here and read things and get support and just feel better...
I guess I thought it would get easier and yet I feel like its getting harder... I am still smoke free though!!
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