Dear Future Rob,
Its me; well you; well I guess us. I am just the past version of you. Anyways I wanted to write you today and tell you that in a few months, this shit that you are going through right now will be forgotten. There is really no point in me writing it down because it will only cause you to remember it when you read over your blogs in a few months. However, what you will remember is that you didn't smoke. In fact when you look back on this day and time period in your life, while you will have forgotten the "shit" that made you write this blog in the first place, the only thing you will remember is that you did not smoke. Yes it was tough. Yes you were literally pulling your hair out at times, but you refused to give in, to give up. Well, really I refused to give up on you. Over 2000 years ago, He thought you were worth it and didn't give up on you. Therefore I won't give up on you either. Don't forget about Him in the future. It is easy to forget about Him when the path is smooth. However, during this rocky period in your life, He is reason you are still on this path.
Rob
PS Sorry about the extra weight. That is something you will have deal with. Right now I am focused on staying quit and besides, the food hasn't tasted this good in years!!! So can you really blame me? Good luck, we got this.
