Scared to quit

[RedGinger03]

Does anyone feel scared to try and quit because you know if you fail you’ll be disappointed in yourself? About a year ago I was able to quit for 3 months then fell off the wagon and started back up and haven’t stopped since. This is not the kind of person I am. I am a former college athlete, I’ve ran half marathons, and do CrossFit classes every day. But even on my way to workout I am hitting my vape convincing myself that it isn’t effecting me. I’ve been vaping for so long I can’t tell how much it affects me anymore. I think about stopping every day and dread going to the vape shop because I’m scared someone will see me, yet I continue to go and can’t stop myself. I’m fully addicted and disappointed in myself