30 Days!

[kissthis812]

Wow! I am very impressed with myself! It feels so good to not smoke. The money I am not spending, the stores I am not constantly stopping at, the weather that I don't have to stand in, the addiction that no longer dictates my life-is gone. I remember when I first quit I felt so lost, but now it is more like recovering from a bad relationship. I still do not trust myself, not sure I ever will. I am afraid my guard will be down and that addict will take over, make a stupid decision that I will regret. I guess this is part of my healing process, and hopefully, someday, I will trust myself again. I know I still have a long way to go, but hooray for today and this 30 day milestone!