A Little Rough...

[maryv]

Hi fellow exers...Happy fourth!  Tonight I went to my daughters for a picnic/welcome home bash for my grandson who is in the Marines.  I was ok even when others were smoking but as I got a little tired, I thought about asking for a drag off someones cancer stick!  I didnt, thank God but mad at myself for even thinking it.  41  days today.  My two girls never congratulated me.  My Daughter in law told me she was so proud of me.  What is it with kids that cant even give you the benefit of the doubt??? Its not like I have quit numerous times.  This is only the second time.  I lasted 6 months about 20 years ago.  Boy did I do a number on my coffee stirrer!  I chewed that baby with all my might.  I am glad I didnt give in.  I need to be strong.  If I have to stay on Chantix for 2 more months I will do it!  I cant go back to what I was doing to myself.  Its hard sometimes...thanks for letting me vent...