OK, Here Iam blogging again,For some reason iIam full of very nervos energy and i have no idea why. I have no intentions of smoking, oh hell no, just my heart is beating reli fast like i wana jump out of my skin. and iam not likin this. its been goin on since new yrs day. Im thinkin its cold out, not very much to do wen ur like me and hate the cold 🙂 so my daughter is home from college till the 23rd, so we are gona paint my kitchen now, i only hope it comes out better then my bathroom lmao. i havent been feeling good eaither, go figure, i quit smokin 2 months ago and was feelin on top of the world, now the past 3/4 wks 4 days a wk i feel like crap.. since i have copd, i been using prednozone,i was doin 60 mgs a day now depending on how i feel im on 40 or good days 20 a day. I just made an appt with a new lung dr in the city, which iam not one for drs, I strongly believe that if its not broken why fix it, but !! I have copd and latly i sorta feel like iam suffacating and the drs I have now are good for nothing.So i found a new dr , I guess with copd you are broken,while copd isnt cureable it is treatable and can be managed sooo, Iam on a roll, just hope this is the right dr. I researched her, shes got 4.5 stars so she sounds good. :))) well my best to all u newbies, kick some butts here, you no u all can do this.If u are thinkin u cant do it, then u wont do it,stand up for urself and be tuff, u will be very surprised at what u can and cannot do if u reli give urself a chance. unlike me, i always thought iam not ready, I need to smoke, I like to smoke, and look at me now, thats right, up to mayb a yr ago i was you, today i cant breath well at all, so people, its ur call. you eaither will or you wont, theres no inbetween. I never reli new the danger of copd till very recently wen I lost my mother to lung cancer and i just googled copd... so u dont believe me, google it and see for urself, its not a joke. anyway. im just venting!! thanks for reading, And i hope u all have a great smoke free day 🙂
Joanne, smoked 40 yrs 2-3 pks a day and smoke free 65 days :))) and looking forward to 65 more :))
