RE: NANNY TRIGGER
I quit a week ago and didn't realize this trigger. I have a nanny come once a week to watch my baby while I get caught up on business (and smoking). When she showed up yesterday (I thought I'd done with the really bad cravings after 5 days) I was DYING to go outside and smoke! Dying! When she comes I know I can go out and smoke without worrying about the baby. Wonderful smokes. That was a HARD one. Can't believe I got through it. Knowing and recognizing that her being there was a trigger, really helped me to understand the addiction. I figure her showing up was simply sending signals to the addiction center in my brain. Kind of interesting, actually. I have a full week tonight, so hopefully the really bad triggers have all happened already! 🙂