Well I have made it 5 days without cigarettes. Not one puff. I am shocked that I have made it this far. The support from everyone on here and everyone in my "real" life has been amazing. It's honestly probably the only thing that has gotten me through this far. My boyfriend has been absolutely wonderful these last 5 days. He has put up with all of my mood swings without a single reaction, he constantly tells me how proud he is, and has been just amazing. All of my friends, even the smokers, are super supportive. They do everything they can to make my life easier. My smoker friends make sure not to smoke around me and even try to avoid me immediately after they smoke so I don't smell it. The support from everyone has been the biggest help throughout the last 5 days. I feel like I will let everyone down if I fail. I would suggest that everyone who wants to quit tell everyone they know.
Today was the hardest day so far. There were so many times that I really wanted to smoke. Every time that I wanted a cigarette, I thought about all of the money I have wasted and all off the people that are rooting for me. Believe it or not it really has helped.
When I make a week smoke free, I am going to treat myself to a special dinner. Having that reward waiting for me helps me fight the cravings.
How is everyone else doing?
