Morning everyone. Well had my last cig at 8:00 last night so 15 hours cig free and nic free, as I decided to go with only Chantix and no NRT. Even tho 8 of those 15 hours were spent sleeping, I am still proud of the 7 waking hours I have put in. It has not been as hard as the other two times I tried this year, matter of fact it is way easier than those times. And I am trying to pinpoint the difference and I think it is because this time my decision to quit is much, much more definite than it was in the past. I am not sure why THAT is, except that maybe my breathing has become worse since the last two tries and so I can not tell my self that the effect of cigs on me isn't that bad. I truely do have to ask myself, "What do you love more, BREATHING or Smoking", because I truely know now I can't have both, it is one or the other, choose. So I am happy to hear that you all are doing it, choosing to breathe, I am proud of us all. Hang in everyone. PJ
PS I get messages from new members sent to my personal email, I think automatically because I started the group. As you can see this group has grown quite a bit, so that meens I am getting quite a few messages on my email. I love to read them, but I just do not have the energy to answer them all. Thanks for not thinking me rude.
