Hey Curt, 1st off I don't think you should be pissed at yourself, you should be proud because you are going to try again not just keep smoking.
I just quit on Tuesday, oh that was only yesterday, I had an amazingly good day, I just tried to keep busy and I drank tons of water, which of course is good....
I am here to support you as much as I can, and I'll gladly accept support from you....Get going I'm here for you
Donna