Linda, I am so sorry to hear your story, but so happy you were able to quit. After caring for my husband, holding him as he passed I still can't believe I am battling to quit smoking. After hearing your story you truely are a person of inspiration . I can now say if you did it, I can do it. I recently met a man who i care for, when I'm with him I have no probolem not smoking, but with my husband I had the same attitude you did, it won't happen to me. Although I get bronchitis frequently I can see how my health is beginningt to deteriorate. Thanks so much for sharing your story, it has meant alot.