I am currently a father of a beautiful 15 month old. I have smoked for about 15 years or so. I smoke about a pack a day. and have tried to quit many times before. I have had some success with quitting in the past. I once quit for a whole month which I thought was impossible and just recently I had quit for FOUR months! I couldn't beleive that I had thrown all that away in a single day of having just one cigarette. I was a situation in which I went "I can just have one can't I...." The answer to that question is no. A resounding NO. It was very embarassing to have started back up, and it was a very slow process, bumming a cigartette here and there when I was out somewhere to then hiding packs from my wife to a complete total restart smoking just as mush as I did before, all from that one cigarette that one day. Well I hope to change all that, quitting gets easier each time I do it, because I learn from each unsuccessful attempt. I am seriously dedicated to quitting and my little girl deserves that from me, and so do I. I don't want to say the tired old cliche that this time is for real, but I am ashamed at myself for having thrown away four months of being quit and I must redeem myself. I know I cna do, and I will do.
P.S. Thanks for starting this group gasblood
