I have one week! Whoo hoo! After today, Hell Week officially ends - yay!
I would not have been able to do this without you guys - thank you for all of your support and guidance!
This quit feels different - like the one I had four years ago before I slipped - it feels like a deep decision inside me to not give in and not give up, no matter what. A lot of that decision was formed here, on the EX site, reading and learning and connecting. I also felt so crappy smoking - short of breath, not working out, tired, feeling bad about not living up to the life that I knew I had in me... I guess I just got tired of the excuses and being less than I can be.
I know this all won't always be pretty and nice, and I will struggle, but I deserve this chance to be more than I have been.
This is what I feel like this morning:
Hope all of you have a wonderful day - will check up with you guys later 🙂
-shannon
