As a family, we went up north over the weekend to my daughter's soccer tournament. The whole trip, craves seemed to pop up out of no where. I cannot say they were unbearable, just stronger than I would expect at this point. My junkie thinking gets going with the "just one" thought, then I realize I need to guard my quit and just get through that moment. NML is tricky.
I'm also weepy. I feel like I'm on the verge of crying all the time. Being around people helps, but I can't be needy all the time. I've thought about finding a doctor and going on depression medication, but I don't know if this is part of the quit or the new me now that I have quit. I have two children relatively young (13 and 10) I am responsible for so I try to keep things on an upbeat note, but some days can be hard.
Thank you, everyone for letting me vent. I'm sure this will pass or I will figure out how to better manage my emotions. I go for lots of walks and just cry when it gets to be too much. This is doable, just one day at a time. I'm on my way through NML.