Rough days

[PennyLynn7407]

***Downer Blog: BEWARE***

Day 76 and very down. I don't know where this is coming from, but I have no desire to smoke. Thoughts of hurting myself in other ways, yes. This is my 3rd day like this. I know this will pass, but I want to know when! No plans to hurt myself, though. Been praying a lot. That seems to help some, but the funk is still pervasive. If I don't keep praying, it just comes back full force. I'm tired of this. I can't get anything done and try as I might I keep ending up in bed. I think I need to take some of my extra meds. Prayers, Please!!!

-Penny