Letting Go

[robin122]

I know I should let go and move on.  The triggers are hitting me every ten seconds and I did not smoke that much anyways.  I am having a really hard time here.  Two and a half years ago, I moved in with my parents to take care of them.  My mother has dementia and my dad falls alot.  Every morning I have to fight to get my mom to take her meds.  She says I am trying to kill her that she doesn't take that many pills.  She went two days without taking her insulin because she said she already took it and I knew she didnt.  My mom used to be the cleanest person in the world.  Now she just doesn't care, bathing has become an issue.  I feel like jumping out of my own skin.

thanx for letting me vent.