Every once in awhile the blogs that jump out to me , are the ones about relapse.
God knows I know how that feels, I am the Queen of the Relapse. Or should I say I WAS!?
The thing is - I remember those relapses and I feel the emotion every time I read about someone's relapse.
Oh I would be so mad at myself. I would say such mean things to myself. "You are a loser" "You will never be able to do this" "You are SO weak"..........I couldn't find a reason to fight for myself - rather I would just beat myself up something fierce!
Until THIS time rolled around. I am NOT a loser. I am worth fighting for - and I have been in this fight for 171 days!
What I know I NEVER have to feel again - is the regret of lighting that first cigarette.
I will NEVER regret the one I NEVER light!
N.O.P.E. - there are a MILLION EXCUSES to smoke - not one good REASON!
*hugs*
Alice