I know I'm slowly killing myself. I'm so disgusted and scared. I'm seeing all these wonderful blogs; people are doing wonderful, so why can't I break free? So many false starts. My anxiety level is at an all time high today, my breathing is absymal....
I'll take whatever anyone wants to give whether I like it or not. I want my freedom and health back...
I am so sorry I gave up my wonderful quit that fateful day last summer, so wasn't worth it. Just wish I had understood what I was giving up because this is sure not worth it.