Hello Everyone!
Well I am finding out that some firsts are harder than others. I got through Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years and smoking friends and I have been fine.
I was gone for a while today and when I returned, there was a message on my phone that my 79 year old Mother and her husband were in a car accident yesterday. I called every one and no one is answering their phones, I left messages. I could just scream! The message said that he should be released later today, but Mom is pretty banged up and it will be at least Saturday before she gets out. I called the hospital and got the phone # for her room and called but the line is busy which is pretty typical for Mom cuz she takes her home phone off the hook all the time! This is all 45 minutes away from me and I can't get there. I am crying and very frustrated. I won't smoke because I will NOT do another day one. I am alone and I just needed to tell someone! I am so glad you all are here! Thank God for EX!
Please send prayers!
I Won't Quit on my Quit! 255 days free Terrie