Depressed

[kbarb68]

Hi,

I am 6 hours away from starting day 5 of my quit.  I was managing pretty well and felt very strong until today.  I am a hot mess!  I can't stop crying and feeling completely depressed and alone.  My husband and I both quit at the same time (he broke and started again) and we aren't even talking to each other and when we do we only argue.  I just don't want to live like this!!!   Maybe I should've picked a quit aid but did not want to mess with any of that stuff.  Right now I am so close to just saying the hell with it and start over with a quit aid.  I am such a mess and I hate it!!!