Well, I did it, I've made it 6 days without a cigarette and day 3 without nicotine replacements. I am really proud of myself but have a long list of things I'd like to complain about starting with :I am still having moments where I'd like to kill someone, but I think my bitchiness is finally subsiding as well. Or, maybe I'm just getting better and keeping it inside. My throat and mouth both feel like they are on fire today, I'm still tired all the time and feel like I could eat all the time. I'm about sick of candy, gum and anything mint flavored. My anxiety is kicking my ass and I feel distracted by the thoughts racing through my head mostly about how easy it would be to get in my car, drive to the store and by a pack of smokes and have just one. But I know better, I know that I am not the 'have just 1" kinda gal, one will lead to 2, and i'll have to start this whole damn tortureous process over again. ... well there is my rant, I mean blog for today.....