It has been a crappy day...going to bed. NO I didn't smoke...but the thought crossed my mind a million times...Why is it when your upset with a spouse do you wanna go take it out on your self? Thats what I used to do...vented thru a cigarette. Today instead i went on a cleaning frenzy...House is clean...nope I cooked no lunch, dinner nuthing...but I did go pick up my 2 month prescription for chantix....and took myself out to dinner. I am feeling moody and depressed now...think I will just call it a night. Hope tomorrow is better. Night folks...glad I didn't smoke...but still feel depressed from having such a bad day.