CRAVINGS

[allisonbmorgan]

Oh my gosh.  My cravings for a cigarette are soooo bad!  All weekend I had to keep myself from getting in my car and driving to the gas station for a pack.  And I don't understand it.  I was soooo busy!  My husband and I worked to gether all weekend in our yard, both days all day, and the craving just wouldn't go away.  It's still really bad today.  I'm feeling a bit out of control but I  know if I give in and smoke a cigarette then I'll just feel still out of control but a failure as well.  This can't be physical, can it?  I mean, my physical addiction to nicotene should be way over by now (after all these days).  I don't know.  It's difficult.