I’ve been having a lot of cravings for the past several days and have started having thoughts that maybe I could smoke “someday” in the future. I’m feeling really restless, irritable and discontent and just can’t shake the thought that I was happier when I was smoking, that smoking would somehow make things better. I guess this is what the no mans land deal is all about. I felt so strong in my quit even as recently as a week ago.