Breaking up is hard to do...

[cassiecorrado]

Im on day 9 without a cigarette. Im on the patch. This whole process has been really difficult for me this time. I know this may sound weird but cigarettes seemed to be the only thing I had that was mine. All day long people would take my things like eating off my plate or drinking my coffe or even the notorious sock stealers in my household. But my cigarettes were the only thing that no one seemed to touch. They were mine lol and I did not have to share them. Now I feel like I have nothing that belongs to me anymore. All day long I do for others. Which is my job im a homemaker and a mom. Smoking was my way out for just 10 minutes, Now I dont feel like I have a "break" anymore, Im so sad now. Almost like I broke up with them lol. I know its lame to feel that way and I should be looking at the positive in this situation, but to me right now on day 9 I cant see anything positive. I wish this was easier...