Hello,
I know I’ve been absent the last few months. Not proud of this but the pandemic got the better of me, and sometime in September I relapsed. I smoked through the fall, and all of winter...I was disappointed in myself but I just couldn’t stop. Then, last week one of my dearest friends told me her mom has a brain tumor. The thought of getting Cancer put the fear of God in me, so on Friday I went to Target, bought Step 1 of the patch...smoked my last cigarette on Friday at 9 PM.:.woke up early Saturday morning (yesterday) and put on the patch. I want to be free. I know I’ve had many relapses over the last 3 years, but I want to be free, once and for all. I don’t want to poison myself any more. So here I am, on Day 2...I am going to try my best to get on this site every day. With this community’s help, and God/the source, and my strength and resolve, I vow to succeed, once and for all. Love to everyone I’ve met here. Fingers crossed 🤞 and 🙏🏻 every day to finally, finally break free.
Mark