6 months today!!

[kissthis812]

I have been quit 6 months today-so why is it when I smell cigarettes I want to vomit and buy a pack at the same time? I know I need to stay vigilant, and I am afraid of that one stupid thought that turns into that one stupid moment and poof- it is all gone. Luckly, I am still wheezing and spitting up-if not I am sure I would have caved by now. I am in unknown territory right now and I need to get through the next 6 months. I think once I have made a year it will not weigh on my mind so much. Summer is coming, that is the drink and smoke outside time of year I love. This will be my first without alcohol and without smokes. I got this, I hope. #stayingquit