I'm having a little freaking hard day today... did'nt have a full smoke but shared like puffs off of three smokes my friend was having today. No excuses for me just felt like it and I feel like shit right now. I'm like 46 or 47 plus right now and I don't want to give those days away. I still feel the same right now but not that much. I want to start again and get over these little crises that i feel sometimes. I'm not trying to make excuses but it really was a hard freakin day to deal with,. SORRY !!!