3rd Day

[rubybo1221]

This is my 1st post, but I am on my 3rd day of quitting.

My reasons - I want to grow old with my beautiful wife,  if/when they arrive, I want to play with/spoil my grandkids,  I am tired of wasting money, I want to be as healthy as possible.

What finally motivated me - watching this past week, my brother in law die at age 58 from health complications, not tobacco related,  really brought it home for me.  I kept thinking, this is where I could be in a few years unless I make some changes.

I want to go to the dentist and start to fix the damage I have done.

How it's going:

At times, there are just some insane urges that I just want to go buy a can of dip and just relax, but I fight through, put in my fake stuff and try to go on quitting.

I have also started running as way to maintain a healthier lifestyle, my 15 year old is going to run a race with me Spring of 2022.  I may be slow, but I will finish.