this is it!!!!

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Tomorrow i wake up a non smoker. I am so ready. and excited, you all have helped me so much already. i'll be reall closebut i'll be keeping busy, busy, busy for awhile.Going to some extra aa mtgs where i cant smoke. OF COURSE I WILL BE RIDING MY LIL ELEC SCOOTER, SO I HOPE IT DOEST rain the whole time. But i got other stuff planned just in case. Lots of housework, getting the stink off the curtains , laundry, rug shampooing, etc. but ill be in and out of here.Ive been checking out the bonfire.2 mill thats awesome. You are all awsome.Thanks for supporting me and educating me and providing links so i can educate myself. I can do it this time i just know it!! Party on I'll be in and out eating and listening to the music and just havig fun, thanks to all of you!!

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Hello, I am a 59 year old female, name Terrie, still growing up. I have moderate COPD. I am an oxygen patient, currently not in need of the 24/7 or night time oxygen. Thanks to all the great support and education I got here on EX. My original quit date was 07/06/15 on day 519 I relapsed and started over in less than 24 hours. I want to go to the great beyond being a former smoker and I shall! COPD is not choosy! and not pretty! May 1rst, 2017 I am using Dale's suggestion to put off a cigarette each time and I am down from 50 to 20. I am looking forward to my old(7-6-2015)/new quit date 7-6-2017 May 4th, 2017 I started with Marlboro reds. Nicotine is a very assinine addiction. Once addicted I found I would smoke any of it including the little cigar/cigarettes, and it's still true since I threw away my quit and stopped being true to myself. I will smoke ANYTHING with nicotine in it to get the fix. I hate smoking! I am not having a problem stopping it's staying stopped, that I am not doing! I do not buy anything but regular tobacco but if caught without it I will do anything except vape to get the fix. UPDATE POSTED 04/24/2018: Getting ready to set a quit date and begin again :)

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