Hello Ex family. Sorry this blog is going to be so short. I finally made it to TDC, 100 days of living smoke free. To everyone who has followed me through all of these trials I really do thank you because without you there were times I would feel weak but all of you lifted me up and helped me through many things. A lot of them more troublesome and hard to deal with then quitting smoking I have finally found out. I also want to thank everyone to all you who commented on my blog yesterday. Every little tiny crumb of positivity and encouragement has truly helped me attain this goal. I've never been this successful in quitting tobacco so that is how I know that this is my forever quit. Through these hardest times of my life you all have been an inspiration. There were times I didn't know what to do or where to go but I knew I could also turn to Ex and my family here would be there supporting me and praying for me the whole time. I do believe that your prayers and positive energy sent out into the universe has helped us (my mom and I immensely). I am constantly looking for subsidized housing we can get into. Today was the day of the month my mom gets paid so we now have the water bill paid. Today was the deadline or they were going to cut our water off and thats 75.00 plus the balance due to get it turned on..but thankfully we got the 300.00 paid. Our electric is paid up and we even still have credit on our natural gas bill (the last 2 thanks to Public Utility Assistance). We also are sending my brother (as those of you who have been following me knows the situation) some money. It's leaving us very low in funds for the next month but it's worth it. Now back to yesterdays comments, I truly am grateful for those who have been there for me, and to those who see me as an inspiration I am proud to be heald so highly in your eyes.
Well the library is about to close. I will post more tomorrow. I wish and pray for all of you and your quits.
