THANKS

[sedwards]

THANK YOU ALL MUCH!!  I really though I was going to smoke, even when I woke up this morning, it was the first thought I had.  I DID NOT SMOKE, and after that first urge this morning, I really do feel better, stronger and that is all beacuse of my friends on this site.  I know I would have smoked if it had not been for you guys!!  I am so glad I do not have to restart my quit, I would have felt so bad about self.  the fear of guilt was the only thing keeping me from smoking until I read all of your kind words, and living in fear of guilt is no fun.   I must keep my gaurd up better, I don't ever want to feel that bad again, I just let my gaurd down.  I still can't believe how quickly 1 normal urge snowballed into this self pity, self destructive I HAVE TO HAVE ONE SMOKE....I'm so disapponted (spell check please) in myself,I know better and still there I was in the middle of the trap!!  The good news about all this is I feel so proud to have made it through, I was so close it was all I could think about but I didn't do it....Instead of reaching for a smoke i reached out to all of you...I made the right choice and thats something to be proud of.

THNAK YOU ALL AGAIN!!