I agree with you, Edith. I was at a party during the summer and was in the kitchen, where the food is, ya know. I opened the door to go outside and immediately shut it. Someone noticed and asked what was wrong. I told them that nothing was wrong but there were people smoking cigars out there and i t smelled pretty good. This person thought it would be OK for me to have a cigar, after all, it's not a cigarette. I told them the minute I put tobacco in my mouth and set fire to it the gig is up and I'm back at start. I've already been at start, it's not that much fun and I don't want to go back. Did my first two quit days without nicotine replacement, felt like a wind up toy, bouncing off the walls. Stick to your guns, girl. Hope you're doing well.