I am smoke free for almost 6 weeks - this coming tuesday it will be six weeks.
The last time I quit for any length of time, I went for three months, and then started again. So, once I have passed the three month mark, I will definitely celebrate that milestone. I can't wait until it is a year!!!
This is actually **easier** **clinch** than I thought - in that, as long as I choose to stay smoke free, I will. I am not saying that I don't want one, cause I do, but it is like what the others have said on this post, that I too want to have some potato chips. But, I do not want the whole bag. And, since I am a nicotine addict, there is no such thing as just one cigarette. I know from my own personal experience that one is too many, and 100 not enough. NOPE - NOT ONE PUFF EVER is my motto now.
I did have a dream the other night, that I was laying in bed, and there was a pack of cigarettes next to me - I was smoking, someone walked into the room, I put the cigarette out, and wondered where the heck the pack came from, because I did not remember buying them.
I know it will always be there - kind of like that feeling you get when you think of an old relationship - that longing for the 'good times' but with cigarettes, there really were no good times. The biggest thing I miss is the taste. But, most of the time, the taste made me want to quit. So, there you go. What an evil addiction it is. Something that I really did not want to do, I was compelled to do.
I love my freedom, and the thoughts that I do not have to make room for that oxygen tank as an accessory.
Keep up the good work. You may never be out of the 'woods' but you will find clearings in your path.