Put myself in a position to fail today. There was a party. There was alcohol and smoking and I let those things get the best of me. 2 puffs. But I did not fail because I am immediately back on the wagon. My calendar is clear of any temptations in that form for the forseeable future. I probably should have set tomorrow as my quit date to begin with. I have support here and at home. I will pull this off. I know better than to set myself up like that so soon after deciding to quit, so that's on me. This party was planned months ago. This site is where I learned that you can't fail unless you quit quitting. And I'm not going to do that this time. So tomorrow is my day (because I like to count full days quit). Again. And for the last time.
