Give and get support around quitting
Hi Nyima,
Great post! I think you really hit the nail on the head with the last line that quitting smoking will make us happy. I quit for 7 years and I can't remember being any happier. In fact I went through a major depressive disorder during that time but so what? I honestly feel this whole "happiness thing" is overated in some way. Sometimes I'm happy and sometimes I'm not but what I do remember being was feeling RELIEVED that I was no longer poisoning my body. THAT I do remember because every morning during which I smoke I remember waking up with a sense of dread to what I was doing to myself. That FREEDOM from addcition is easy to take for granted and that's exactly where your "mindfulness" fits in quite nicely. It becomes so easy to forget just what a miracle it is to free ourselves from the chains of a 2 to 3 pack a day habbit. My God! To be able to be present and breathe deeply is such a gift after so many years of being yanked up and down between the fix and the withdrawl of nicotine.
Meditation is hard. I used to try 2 hours straight zazen with koan fixation. What a ride! It is a very slow and soft water upon a very hard stone and only a long time begins to make this stone smooth. It is this smoothness that I wish for myself. Happiness is not that important any longer for me.
Thank you for your wonderful post and succint insight.
Peace,
David.
Lovely as usual! xo
Thank you for this post!
Beautiful 🙂 and profound!
I copied & pasted it for my daily email view each morning.
tizzie
well stated David ~
right smack on the table....truth & concrete : "To be able to be present and breathe deeply is such a gift after so many years of being yanked up and down between the fix and the withdrawl of nicotine."
what a GOAL huh?~~~~~ beautiful