Wonderful story!! You can do it!! Children are such a powerful force if you let them be. When I was 18 I found out that I was pregnant with my daughter. I was smoking before I knew I was pregnant heavily, and as soon as I found out I quit just like that!! I stayed clean for about 1.5 years. Then when I went back to work, I told myself, oh well just one won't hurt and I have been smoking since. That was 2006. I am ready too. For my daughter. None of us want our kids to look at us and think that smoking is ok, or end up with asthma or lung cancer because of our second hand smoke. Even though I never physically puffed in front of my daughter, I would ask her to eat a snack inside while mommy went outside to have "quiet time". I feel extremely guilty about it now, but I am taking the right step to ensure that she lives a healthy lifestyle. Like you are. You are creating a lifestyle that is beneficial for your kids. Keep that in mind!! Good luck and we are all here for you!!