Day Two..... I haven't hit anyone, yelled at anyone, or even creid yet. But I've wanted to do all three, and normally I'm not violent, I hold my temper well and I'm not extremely emotional. But, OMG, I just feel like everone is against me right now, but its totally the opposite, all my friends are as supportive as they can be, my family is rooting for me and people at work even bought me gum..... I feel like I've very loved, but I also feel like I'm in the biggest battle of my life so far and noone understands just how hard it is. The absolute worst is right after I get done eating.... what do I do for the 30 minutes after I eat? That time was used for smoking and socializing, now that time is just frustrating and awkward. I'm kinda freaking out.
I'll get through it!
God is with me!
I'm not the only one going through this and even though this is my fight there are others who have been successful and are on my side.
I will get used to being a non-smoker, and then, I won't even be defined as a non-smoker, I will just be me........