Only 3 more days til I hit day 30! Today felt fine- nothing crazy. No nausea, not crazy cravings. It’s more of a subtle like “ppssssstttt I’m still here. I still want a hit of that nic” and I keep pushing the voice off. Shoving it down the road. Piss off nicotine voice. I wish you’d just go away for good. Until then I’ll keep boxing you down the road.
i did have a feeling sorry for myself day today- with the weight gain. I’m sure I have. I just need to start my walks again. I was doing so good! But holidays got me out of sync. I’m not really one to bother too much about weight. But I do want to get back to “normal” feeling good about myself.
anyways thanks for all the support.
-e
