I just took this pic. today! I wanted to share the bright SMILE that I have when I step outside and brighten up instead of turning pale from a sickerette! I am proud to share a happy now pic. The tulips are blooming and it is Soo green. I am noticing!! I do not have to squint through a smoke fog to see God's perfect beauty around me. It has been a wonderful, hard loving work to make this quit stick, but I am so happy to have the victory. I no longer feel like hiding. I can be proud of who I am and not self conscious! I like me! 🙂