Feeling good right here right now in this moment . Feels good to not struggle to breath .Feels good to not have ashtray breath. LoL ! Feels good that I've gone 2 weeks without nicotine , and didn't die or kill anyone.
I understand that I have an addiction , I have fought addiction before, I know it's all on me , and the choices ,I make. The difference this time with this is I have all of you .
One other thing I've done this time , is I keep telling people . LoL . It's crazy , I never wanted to do that before.
To much pressure , but I'm putting that pressure on myself as a way to keep myself motivated to break free from smoking forever.sparky.
