well here it goes I was hiding the last few day's, cause did not know what to do i wil not make this a ridiculous long drawn out post.. we ar aloud to voice our feelings right?? so here goes I went to someone on this site looking for help completely backfired felt like I was being read the riot act and made to feel stupid, foolish soooo it is my feelings right I am aloud to have them correct??? they might not be perfect or the same as yours needless to say I got excatly the oppiste of what I was needing I almost have to laugh or I will cry story of my life reach out get your face slapped yes I get it there are alot of tough guys out there so what we are all not the same none of us on this site are perfect ( maybe dale) so I am smoking end of story dont know when i will quit again not ready yet I realy wanted this but being as such that when I needed help so bad but did not want to come on complaining cause then someone would say stop complaining then when you go to someone privatly it is not private at all my bad so I dont know how to take my page off or shut off my clock realy dont care right now so I wish everyone who I cared for and who where good to me much love P.S. It is a drawn out post I lied LOL!!! goodbye for now I will not check messages so please dont even bother...
