is now december 31st.
i have a "life-changing event" and the pop-up window questioned whether this was too soon, but i am doing something different: i am tracking my little cigars. here, i thought i "maybe" smoked 10/day. i have already logged in 7. truth in black and white.
(God, please don't ask me to track my food [yet]. Amen)
i went with my mom to her first oncology appointment yesterday, which was just to establish her as a patient. she has a PET scan on tues and MRI of the brain weds and friday, we find out her staging and treatment plan. again, i tried to quit last week and made it three days. i am not beating myself up over it, but know without doubt i need to stop and it needs to be soon.
i think about this forum and am grateful to be here.
