Sorry havent been on here in few days, between field trips sore throats and colds and getting my sons birthday together..I have been busy. I go tomorrow to see what has changed with my bloodwork numbers. Which is good looks like im going to need antibiotics. I still get disappointed sometimes going to my car like im getting to smoke..yay...and then my balloon deflates. It really is a total life style change. I feel more like the samantha before smoking but less naive. Changed forever in ways. I got thru my first social funtion with friends I would smoke socially with. Didnt cave! I feel like my pride is at stake, I also feel more comfortable being closer to people cause I dont smell like smoke!
