So a few months ago i was notified by my company that our dept was getting laid off in late may. well today I was notified that it was going to be my last day there. I was aware we may get a early notice and I am actually happy since i will be able to spend time at home with the kids but I have had a bad craving all afternoon. I cant shake it. im not going to smoke but its just not going away. im going to fight this though im not giving in. you see i always smoked when upset, sad, or even happy or even when i was bored. so this situation is full of so many emotions. I was with the company for a lot of years... so this is a huge change in my life. HUGE when i got home I was so off that i had to go out and run around the block. like i said i knew this was coming but just still a little suprised with the news.
