Now normally I wouldn't be able to handle my stress without a ciggarettes now I just yell and go to sleep. Although it's only day ten I feel I'm getting worse like my mindset. No one wants to be around me, hey who coukd blame them when all I do is scream. I'm so exhausted!! I have bi-polar, PTSD, extreme anxiety disorder, manic depressive, and anxiety all of which I'm on pills for I feel they are no longer working all I want to do is sleep and avoid everything
