When I let my family push my buttons, I get more angry at myself, that at them. I specially get angry when the lies start and the hubby won't even bring the subject up with the person doing the lying.
I understand the hubby doesn't want get angry, but at least talk to the person doing the lying. So I don't feel like I'm on my own. I don't feel like my hubby has my back at all. And he wants to know why I stay angry at him all the time.
I need to find another way to deal with this anger. I know that smoking is not the way. Althought the nicdemon keeps saying "smoking is the only way out of this situation".
NOPE. I have 4 months to going. why go back and ruin it all, "no such thing as only one cigarrete". NEF.
thank goodness I can blog here to let it all out, instead of smoking.!!!!
