day five

[kerrid]

day five going strong had a pretty rough day today was fighting with the insurance companies over the phone and was really craving a cigrette. have a long day at work tomorrow and for some reason im dreading it because i know i cant smoke and im dreading it cuz i feel like i will not be able to get through the day without my cigarettes?? isnt that pathetic?? i need to say that work will be wonderful especially since i dont have to go outside in the freezing cold to smoke one ..idk wish me luck